I need that something for the mind to chew. Left on it’s own, the mind wanders.

Managing NPOs – W2 (Miller. Clara)

I wish university had a loading programme like that in the matrix where I could download all the readings into my head at a simple command. Then I could start training to fly. Readings sure are promising this sem, and the recommended readings too, and whole bunch of other stuff I found. To finish all of that in one sem is pretty daunting though.

After 10 years of “hanging around,” suddenly, as if it were all held together and lying in wait, everything clicked. Shelf period?

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Blogging has been such an ironic hobby to me. I blog to express, but do not really desire to be heard. [unwritten thought before next sentence.] Maybe the spaces to be truly true to myself lie strictly in conversations with myself, and good friends.

possessing a multi-disciplinary offer, or jack of two disciplines, master of neither, or worse still, confused.

Glass half empty, glass half full. I could never make out which one was supposed to be the optimistic one.

I am also afraid that I am a most lazy geek.

The lesson is always in the struggle.

 

 

 

everything excites me less. i struggle to find motivation for almost anything now, except music. distracted and perennially procrastinating, it feels strangely familiar, much like my 2005/6. at steady state, evidence does strongly suggest, that i am more of a hippie than i’d like to admit.

Two years is too long. I hope I break out of this by the time school starts.

 

Always learning.

The holidays are ending way too early.