update.
MY INTERNET HAS BEEN RESTORED!!!
i had do all this research on the internet for this, well erm, thing (it’s complicated) and it’s only made me feel as though that the right to internet access should be documented under the law.
well, alot of things have happened along the week. evidently, life still goes on with or without the internet. just a random list of things i’d like to remember:
– Singaporeans are messed up people. the only thing that beats being blind is being blinded to the fact that you are blind.
– Singaporean Media is fueled by a demand of messed up people.
– While playing nice guy and diplomatic is generally the pragmatic thing to do, when pride is factored into the equation, fighting can be more pragmatic than it seems. (yes i’ve been refering to long hair issues)
– i’m now wanted dead or alive having beaten my personal best at er, doing what i do:)
– my tuition teacher hates me because i have a strange love of challenging economic concepts. i swear it’s true.
– A levels never felt this near (duh) i need to get momentum in studying. it is unfortunate that i have require very specific conditions for this to happen.
– i liked pirates 2, especially the cliffhanger ending and the general continuity from the frist movie. i think the critics shldnt have expected the same standard of novelty depp gave the first time.
– i now want to watch thank you for smoking and hoodwinked for their satirical value and twist on convention respectively.
– A levels never felt this near. i need to get momentum in studying.
– despite the fact that all my male-sided thoughts reason that love is just not worth it, i still need emotional support every now and than.
– i wld be quite pissed at my mom, but i woke up one day to find my mom praying over me. she didnt notice i had woken up, and i lay there through that very long prayer. that touched me.
– what the. that’s a ‘date’?
– A levels never felt this near.
in other words, i need to get momentum in studying.
there is one other thing of course that happened. and so, they did something we could not. it’s a happy-sad, bitter-sweet kind of thing. as much as we’re happy for them (“it’s still their win”), it’s just sad for us i guess. and i’m sure, for the generations before us. but i have found my own sort of release from this never-wearing prison, though it does sometimes make me feel that love sometimes just aint worth it. but, emotions dont go away cuz it’s not worth it. anyways, ownage song from keng wee:
existentialism on prom night
straylight run
when the sun came up,
we were sleeping in
sunk inside our blankets,
sprawled across the bed
and we… were dreaming
there are moments when
when I know it ends
the world revolves around us,
and we’re keeping it,
keep it all going –
this delicate balance,
vulnerable, all knowing
sing like you think no one’s listening,
you would kill for this –
just a little bit, just a little bit,
you would kill for this
sing like you think no one’s listening,
you would kill for this,
just a little bit, just a little bit,
you would, you would…
sing me something soft,
sad and delicate
or loud and out of key;
sing me anything
we’re glad for what we’ve got,
done with what we’ve lost
our whole lives laid out,
right in front of us
sing like you think no one’s listening,
you would kill for this,
just a little bit, just a little bit,
you would
sing like you think no one’s listening,
you would kill for this,
just a little bit, just a little bit,
you would, you would
sing me something soft,
sad and delicate
or loud and out of key;
sing me anything
a moz quixote 