mad rush.
in my very long list of things-to-do, i have the very neglected “time for myself” item glaring at me in a rather victimized manner. and it’s like this every weekend. and it seems like i’m not going to even have many weekends after this one.
the unfortunate thing is that this was not always the case as when i was incarcerated in my tekong bunk where i had a view of the sunset, planes flying overhead and the mainland in the distance. what a mixed feeling.
i’m just feeling tired and (hence incapable of doing the many things i wld like to do alone and also) therefore very whiney. -whines-
moz outttttttt.