i just kinda wanna, kinda wanna.
be impulsive. and in as much as i can be all systematic and demand order from time to time, i kinda just want to have a real holiday, with only vague nebulous misty agendas like, ROCK and NUAH and JUST WHACK LA on my list. i didn’t realized until someone pointed out that i haven’t had such a holiday for a pretty long time.
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on a more work-related note, I think when there conflicting interests, and lesser interests crowd out the more important ones, there’s no point hanging onto a sinking boat. year 1 is ending and i think i’ve seen enough to divert my energies into fewer, but more heartfelt things.